i quit my job earlier this week. finally handed in my 1-month's notice after putting it off for over a year. it was time. i needed to have something that's just, simply--mine, i guess. just need to figure out what (or more specifically, choose my own (ad)venture). i am tempted to make a rated list but am maybe too lazy or scared. as if putting it on paper increases the pressure of accomplishment, and relatively increase the anxiety of anticipated failure. the thought stresses me out.
so i'll put off the worrying about what to do next month when i'm actually along the ranks of the unemployed. right now i will just revel in the freedom. breathe. smile.=)
i've actually been catching myself smile more times this week than any other. i want to kick myself for waiting this long. i think at the top of my list, i will put "no regrets" under "go lang nang go".
per aspera ad astra. recently, i seem to be seeing this on random signs after i declared it my mantra months ago--once on an ad i accidentally clicked online, and another on a street sign in CDO after volunteer work. the latter was pretty cool surprise. i mean, other than "stop" or "slippery when wet" it had that. wanted to take a pic after the double take but had to catch a flight and it was on the side of a hill so a u-turn was a no-go. anyhoo, this year those words will be the fact that gives me strength. maybe just maybe i will have it inked... i smile some more at the thought =)
may this dragon girl be on fire this year. oh, by the way, happy chinese new year!
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